The Not So Angry Tuna

so this whole week i had been feeling like there were omens telling me that the show would not happen. and it felt like the harder i tried the more i worked to get things set up and together and ready the more the universe pushed back. this feeling of looming darkness peaked at the show when just in the 3rd song Kacey's amp stopped working. i felt like well great the universe spoke and now its word is final... HA not even close! a short break for the rest of the band and a quick jog over to his place Kacey returned with an acoustic guitar and the show went on!  we played just about every song kacey could manage on the acoustic which was a surprising lot of them. and i even brought out my guitar and played my original song for the crowd. the show was a bit slower and definitely more mellow than usual but overall it worked out... TAKE THAT UNIVERSE!! the cops try to stop the music.. they didnt succeed.. the universe tried to stop the music.. it didnt succeed... dont ever try to stop The Angry Tuna because you will lose that battle, you will lose it 9 times out of 10.

another project left untouched

so as many of you know i have a hard time keeping up with my little projects. i make goals and plans and things and just dont follow through...  its a very sad realization i had to come to awhile back. i could sit here and say  i will do better or try to ... but lets be honest do you think i really will? all i can say is ill keep spastically finding motivation at the most random times and never when i have anything important to say or do. thats just how things go i guess. because of this i will most likely never live my dreams or get where id like to in life... but c'est la vie. i may lack motivation and drive but i have talent,  inspiration and most importantly love.

.... and of course beer :-)

goodnight Neverland and all you crazies out there. sleep sweet, ill see you next time i have the random motivation to update
Madison

A Blog? Really?!

Yeah ok so first off im not even sure if i know how to have a blog, much less why? Pretty confident no one would care enough to read, though i suppose this is a convenient way to keep anyone that does care up to date with my happenings and give them more of a feel for my life, and my mind. that said i should warn that with me you never know what could come up, or out of my mouth. so be warned. I chose the title of this blog because we do live in a crazy, messed up  world and things just keep getting more messed up as we go. however there is a lot of goodness and beauty in the world as well, and if we all make just a little effort we can make it better. to come you can expect pictures/videos updates, and just me talking about trips i take or experiences i have along the way. but you may also get some of my more cynical thoughts on the world and even my own thoughts of inspiration and hope for the world... so if you dare to, come with me on my journey through this mad mad mad mad world...